you can talk all the shit you want, but in the end, what did i do?

try to intervene?

try to help you guys, cause no one else knows how?

you’re dealing with something you know NOTHING about.

i’ve had 4 friends who’ve killed themselves because of the same reasons with drugs.

i should know better. not because i think i’m a know-it-all, but simply cause i used to care.

you guys feel analyzed? two words. trust issues.

you two live in a world where drugs are used as a form of escape. just be ready to pay the consequences.

i’m always lecturing you guys. but i hate it when i do that. 

but think about it. do i have a choice? emotionally manipulative fuckers.

do you guys know why? cause in the end, we both well know that you guys do it yourselves. look at yourselves.

look at it from other peoples’ perspectives.

fine. i won’t do anything about it.

i’m just going to be the passive one then. i’ll just watch you two at your worst. i’ll be that person who never gave a shit. cause that’s honestly what you guys are asking for.

how about you guys focus on what YOU two have been treating others. 

forget it, i’m just not going to bother anymore, like what everyone else is starting to do.

you two only have yourselves from now on forth.

oh, ps.

good job at lying. don’t act like your fooling anyone.

substantiation is a bitch, ain’t it.

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don’t ever try to emulate me.

i’m my own individual.

you’re just digging your own grave.

just be yourself, or these next few years will be too much for you to handle.

it may seem like fun now, but you’ll see sooner or later.

i’m not your role model. i’m not your brother. so listen to me as your fucking friend for once.

this whole game of drug catch-up WILL be your downfall. i can guarantee you that.

don’t think i haven’t seen it the whole time.

I remember when I had my first hangover

Anonymous asked:
what kinda girls are you attracted too ?

to sum it all off: dreamers.

personalitywise?

a girl with a sincere heart.

similar morals,

someone who can relate to me as much as i can relate to her.

definitely a romanticist

lots of things in common

an out of the box thinker.



I won’t ever promise you my heart, but I’ll promise you my mind, my soul, my very being. A heart is just a heart.. it’s purpose is in blood circulation not feeling the numerous emotions of our everyday lives. Breaking down all those precious walls I’ve put up, I’ll relinquish the hold on my inner most thoughts to you. Through my thoughts, you’ll see my passions, my fears, my dreams, my everything. Please please please take good care of it. For I’m not only giving you my mind, but also who I am.
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i’m terrible at maintaining relationships

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Anonymous asked:
are you dating hannah

LOL EW NO WAY



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memories :’(

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fucked, by your mother.